our dreams have come true!

forgot to put his 1 1/2 yr old birthday party on here!!!

we had a small birthday party for James... we didnt know him when he turned one,so we had to make sure to throw him a birthday party for when he was exactly 1 1/2,which was last month! he got a toy microphone...i had to show him how to use it,but when he figured it out,he had so much fun with it!!! Hooray for James turning 1 1/2,we are so happy to be there for the rest of the birthdays to come!!!

we all went to the golden corral for dinner today!

James had so much fun at the golden corral...and we were just in line! they had these highchairs that you get while you wait in thier "disneyland" lines! the highchairs had wheels on them,so we were wheeling him through line on them...and he thought that was just GREAT! lol! so we were finally able to get our food,and I gave James a green bean...he liked that. he liked the stuffing that they had...all the food was good!! i was suprized because it was a buffet! excellent quality food,it was very nice. james had on his Peek-a-boo onesie shirt,and frankenstein socks! hes so cute! he still has little baby feet even though he's almost 19 months..he doesnt look it yet. although,he has a cute little belly,and chubby cheeks,and he is an inch taller and gained a pound since he has been with us. James is still trying to get use to regular food still,so it was eat or throw at the restaurant! lol! he liked the little vacuum cleaner they had going  around us the whole time,lol!  i tried to feed him some watermellon...he chewed on it a bit,then threw it on the floor...he's very considerate...trying to give job security to everyone there by making messes! lol! we try to clean up after him as much as we can before we leave a restaurant because we know he made more of a mess than usual customers do.

we're all sick!!!

so,I decided to join a gym...thought it was a good idea...well it was,but they had a daycare there,and I was all COOL! so I put James in daycare for the time that I worked out....then he started getting sick. Im still going to go to the gym,but only go when Ron is home so that I dont have to leave him in there. Its sick season,and James being a premie...he gets sick more often,so I have to be more careful. you live and learn i guess. I do get instincts though motherly instincts! lol! and I felt off the bat not to let him stay in there,but I thought I was just being overprotective...nope! there was a reason for it!!! Ron had a sore throat today,I was feeling run down and slept at James's nap times...better than he did! lol! I had a sore throat only in the morning,but then started feeling better in the afternoon a bit. was suppose to work today,but James being sick,and him coming to work with me now...Im going to clean that house next week instead. I was wiping James's buggers off of him all day...he wasnt too enthused..niether was I! lol!

the dog and the baby!

right now the doggie and the baby are playing. the dog is running in the room,waiting for james to squeal,and then running back out! its really cute!

will not forget

I will not forget the friends I have that are still struggling with getting thier babies to them. just because I have adopted(almost) doesnt mean that everyone is suddenly ok now. still routing for your success,your in my thoughts and prayers.

relax! lol,suuure!

so,everyone kept telling me "relax and you'll get pregnant". Ive been pregnant three times offically,and getting pregnant isnt the problem(for me)!! lol! ;) the problem was they werent sticky babies! James was a sticky baby...and was stuck in someone elses tummy...and now he is stuck in our hearts!
 so,we heard "relax and you'll get pregnant",so we relaxed and ADOPTED!!!!(well,almost there! ;) ) and could not be happier if we tryed!!!!! would not want it ANY other way!! =)
then we heard "adopt and you'll get pregnant"...i already have the perfect baby right here! besides,after we adopt three more beautiful babies,we wont have any room left in our house! *winkwink* and *hinthint* =)